In my last post, written the night before last, I spoke about how disappointed and worried I was about my gray beard. When I awoke this morning and looked in the mirror what I saw was mostly dark hair in my beard. I don’t believe it actually changed color overnight but I do believe my thinking did.
Anyway, I went to my consultation at the Medical Spa and was warmly greeted as Deanna. During the consultation I was again reminded about the gray hair but no longer saw that as a problem as I had last night. After discussing a few other things she let me know that a five treatment package, was reduced by 20% and would include additional touch up treatments if needed. She then sent me to the front desk to apply for a credit account which was approved!
My first appointment is scheduled for next week and I am as excited as a girl can be. So what’s next, perhaps a consultation with a plastic surgeon about a mid face lift to raise my cheeks and perhaps a neck lift?
I believe that keeping an open mind is tantamount to the success I have been having so far in my transition along with holding within my heart and soul that I am a girl and I know what I need to do. The most important thing is to stop comparing myself to other women I see because that is exactly what young girls do and it sets them on a course for low-self esteem. I don’t need to go there, I just need to be patient and let the next step present itself each time I complete a new task toward my becoming the woman I’ve always wanted to be.
All I can say for myself is that “I go girl!”
A Spy in the Enemy Camp 